Saturday, August 20, 2011 8:53 PM
interviews are my new hate. i remember in primary school, the thing i hate/am afraid of most is the dental clinic. whenever im called to go to the dentist, i freak out big time. then i overcame this fear in secondary school, because i found out there is really nothing to be afraid of. plus, i get to do it free! going to private dentists are so expensive. but then, in secondary school, i had a new hate. oral examinations. they really freak me out. the wait before oral exams are the most excruciating, because my heart just kept beating and i really dont like the conversation part. in jc, there is finally no more oral! but then, as always, i found a new hate. interviews. they freak me out so much i screw them up.
haiz. i still haven't overcome them yet, which is a bad thing because in future, a lot of things require interviews. take for one, finding a job. this is really annoying. i always tell myself, interviews are just for the people to get to know me, they wont bite me and stuff, but im still scared. then i will keep my answers short and sweet, and refuse to say anything more or reveal more about myself. lol. im totally weird. in a way, during interviews, i find it hard to open myself and talk more. :(
i think i think too much. i really admire those people who just take everything in their stride and have confidence in whatever that they are doing. i need to chill a little. *pouts*