i am really willing to give her a chance and teach her, and i understand that i need to be more patient with her because she would need more time to learn, but sometimes i just feel like shouting at her. haiz..obviously im not going to do that, and i have to keep all the @#^!&* to myself, so if i bottle up somemore i will explode. it's okay if she doesn't know how to do it, i can teach her everything she needs to know, even the most most basic stuff (you people cannot imagine what i taught her), but i just hope she don't act like she know it. like that it will be troublesome because i have to teach her again.

another thing. i hope she will relax a bit and don't be so kan chiong. it's like, i haven even finish saying my instructions, and she cuts in and wants to do it right away. i appreciate her enthusiasm, but she should at least finish listening before doing or else she will make mistakes. also, i hope she doesn't get too dependent on me..it's actually scary.

whatever it is, i think bad luck is coming to me. i should pray that it turns for the better. :(