Sunday, July 26, 2009 11:50 PM
when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
~unknownwhy i held on? i don't know. i don't even know why im holding on. i don't know what im holding on to. i don't want to do it anymore. im giving up. how will you feel, when the whole world doesn't care and you are the only one bothering? please, just let me go. i know giving up is such a cowardly action, but nobody cares anymore. this is such a nightmare.
im hibernating for 3 weeks. or not. rahh, i hate myself. i hate myself that i try so hard not to care but i still do. why can't i be like the others? why can't i not bother? why?
im so tired.