*alexandra*
*amanda*
*cheryl f*
*christine*
*claudia*
*geraldine*
*jasme*
*bro*
*wan ying*
*winnie*
*2r6'06*
*TG*
*S-LC*
*S.H.E*
*stickgirl*
*yan tong*
*yu jing*




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sorry for not blogging for so long. well, i think i might neglect my blog a little, because im really quite busy. i feel that i can't balance between revising for myes and doing pw. it's pretty difficult. there is always this struggle, and i found out that i will always neglect one of them, and i will feel guilty. haiz. okay, so i hope you guys understand. well, im going to blog everything in one go now! =D

friday. TG outing! the mood is a little dampened with tc, serene and bread absence. mostly because they chose to mug instead of coming. well, for tc, i not sure la. i find that..im like drifting away from bread. she is so stressed now..i don't know how she is faring, but i don't want her to be like that. i want her to be her old self, when she is not so stressed, and she is happier. would poly be a better choice for her? i don't know, i don't want to think about it, i can't even save myself.

i guessed we had fun. cheer up baoyi! seriously. okay, so we ate seoul garden, then we walked around to buy their j2 farewell presents. after that, me, ml, rs and yl went to tampines to watch a movie. it's pretty hilarious to see ml and rs arguing which movie to watch-angels and demons or night at the museum 2. so me and yl were like..anything anything. so both of them just continued arguing. lol. after that we decided on night at the museum 2, because the timing for angels and demons is too late for rs. while eating dinner, we started debating whether the male lead for boys over flowers is more handsome or the gold hair one. of course i said the gold hair one, but ml was saying the male lead is like the most handsomest guy ever. lol..zz. but if his hair is like..straight, i think he will look more handsome. hoho. it's true lo. so that's our outing la.

saturday. we had our class outing at sentosa..it was surprisingly fun. haha. anyway, we played volleyball at first, but after that we decided that our class can't play volleyball. as in, not suitable la. so we switched to captain ball. yay, i love it! haha. it was great. then they went into the water and played monkey while a few of us watched. of course, we cam-whored all the way. sarah was like taking pictures of johnhao, supposedly singapore's next top model. or malaysia. doesn't matter. lol. after that, we played cards, and everyone was fed up with tram, who was being unintentionally annoying. =P oh well. we went back to vivocity and ate subway near the amphitheatre. daniel came, stoned, and then went back with us. lol. i don't even know he come here do what. =P

sunday. we went to treasure 8, a fund-raising event by ntu, where teams go to different heartlands in singapore and sell things to raise funds. it's a very new experience for me. well, i still lack a little courage to approach strangers. scary eh. my team consists of jas, xiying and wanyeng. our mentor, brian, is very nice. he tried to strike up conversations with us, but at first we sort of dao-ed him. sorry ar. =P because we are not the kind who warm up easily, so..but after that when we went to the private residence area it was better. we talked a lot.

at night, we went back to ang mo kio hub, where we were located, and tried street selling. it was very demoralizing, because most people rejected us, and i think i flared up more than once. wan yeng would know. after all the rejections, it was hard to try again, but we tried our very best. then some people would say some demoralizing comments(behind our backs, like literally), so it was annoying and i tried not to yell at them. haha i won't la. it was just irritating that they have to put us down. it doesn't matter if they don't donate. they don't have to rub salt into our wounds. sheesh. but there are also kind people who stopped and listened to us and bought something. because mostly we haven't even finish our sentences and they waved us away le. they are kids who walked over and donated coins. so..these people are those who kept us going.

'don't give up' is so easy to say, yet so difficult to do. i really admire those people who tried again and again and never gave up till the end. to those who put us down, thank you, it was you people who make us want to prove that we can succeed. to those who supported us, thank you. =D in the end, our team raised a total $689! yay! in 1 day eh! so proud of us. =D all the hard work is worth it. seriously.

so basically that's it. seriously stressed now. that day i was thinking, if i failed..i don't know what will happen. i don't want to drop any of my subjects. no, please. DON'T GIVE UP, BAOYI. YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. and everyone too. JIAYOU JIAYOU!