Saturday, January 03, 2009 10:00 PM
yesterday me, ml, yl, tc, bc, rs, manda, bread, serene and asyraf went to ecp. we had picnic lunch when we reached there. it's actually quite fun..i have never had a picnic with my friends before. we sat in a circle, talk crap and pass food around. it's just very interesting. we played a few games with the squashed doughnuts as forfeit, and then bc, rs and manda went to cycle while the others went to blade. it's very crazy at first, because we couldn't even stand properly with the blades on. we were grabbing onto everything we can see. haha. after that, we sort of got the hang of it, at least we can walk with the blades on. it was all very tiring, especially for the ankles and stuff. after the whole thing, me, ml, yl, manda and asyraf went to parkway parade to eat dinner. as a matter of fact, i have never went to parkway parade before. =P
went blog-hopping. i just read manda's blog and saw that post on Dec 26. last year. lol. hmm..what she wrote reminds me of something i read in twilight.
Edward: "...it makes me wonder what you're really thinking."Bella: "i always tell you what im really thinking.""you edit." he accused."not very much.""enough to drive me insane.""you don't want to hear it."~twilightso..i think this is what life is. we don't always say out everything we are thinking, we edit, because most of the time people doesn't want to hear the truth. isn't it better this way? you lie to me, and i lie to you. if you want to be straightforward, then think: do you want others to be straightforward to you? it's quite complicated. so..maybe we should be straightforward at the right time instead. i have actually heard people being too straightforward and venting their anger on me. it really really hurt. i feel like slapping them.
you are angry, but it's not my fault. it's not a big matter as well. it doesn't give you the right to blame me. how will you feel if i say the same things to you? it's really irresponsible of you to vent all your anger on me. then are those people speaking the truth? you may ask. well, yes and no. there is some truth in it, but it became very horrible to the ears because they say more nasty stuff. haiz.
nevermind. enough of this topic. manda, don't think too much la. i don't think you, or anyone in this world, will ever figure it out. just accept, and do what you deem fit.
have a nice day. =D