Sunday, March 14, 2010 1:10 AM
haiz.
i keep sighing these days. wan wan couldn't understand why i do that, and the reason i gave her is pretty lame, but true nonetheless. i just feel like sighing. it doesn't mean im sad, or very sian, or anything. i just want to do it. lols. no wonder wan wan wasn't convinced.
that day when some bio teacher told us we are going to finish our syllabus, i suddenly realised-my jc life is going to end. it's weird, because i thought it would go on forever. in a way. it's like, everyday im doing never-ending tutorials, preparing for tests, preparing for exams, my life is so packed i never thought it would end. jc life is a very short period, but the whole process makes it seems long. i had a lot of new experiences, felt my stress level peaking, mug like crazy and sleeping 5 hours a day became the norm.
oh well. now the whole thing is going to end, and there will be a new beginning. i sincerely hope it ends with a flourish, at least. university life is so..scary. better don't think about it. haha. seeing my seniors getting their results then thinking of what course to go to and stuff..the future is bright, but what does it holds? no one knows, and that is why some people find the future so exciting.
woah. is that ml online? i haven't seen her online in ages. i think. whatever. it's weird seeing her online. does she even touch the com? lols.
yesterday me, ml, winn, christine and manda went to tc's housewarming party. the food is real nice! okay, i guess that is not the highlight, but that's the first thing i thought of. haha. we played with cheyanne, chatted a lot, and played with tc's brother too. he is so adorable! and he has some kind of "power"..it's like, when he is in the room, everyone's attention is diverted to him. we kept trying to make him laugh. poor cheyanne. =P
i think he will be quite smart when he grows up! or rather, studious. because he kept touching ml's organic chem notes, and ignored the carebear we passed to him. oh, and he crushed zhiying's paper. oops. i think zhiying scored full marks for his maths assignment, and ms wu photocopied his paper to distribute to the class. see, tc totally doesn't treasure it because despite knowing julian will crush it, she still passed it to him. haiz.
we chatted about a lot of stuff, and it's fun because it has been a while since we chatted like that. hope to have more gatherings in future! :)
MBTs. im lowering my expectations..a pass, at least. which is a E. you know, our maths teacher was like, "try your best to get 45% (that is a pass) okay? do statistics first, because they haven't test before so most likely they will set easier questions. don't do pure maths first because you all will be traumatized." if a teacher already said that, what can you say/expect? seriously. that day when me and tc were comparing our bio test results (we both got a single digit), yl asked us, "is mj's tests really that hard?" haiz. try our tests and you all will know..
my com is going crazy. i better publish this before it blanks out on me again. :x