wanted to take a nap just now, but then ACP got into my head and i couldn't kick it out, so here i am. wide awake. sheesh. stupid stupid. don't even ask me what ACP is because it is not something i want to elaborate on.

now that i think about it, i think manda is right. maybe because my expectations for myes are too low, that's why i got so lousy results. i still remember what mr lai said before..aim for the sky. if you fall, at least you fall on the coconut tree.(please don't ask me why it's not durian tree or apple tree or whatever. maybe because it hurts to fall on a durian tree, OBVIOUSLY.) but if you aim for the coconut tree, if you fall, you will hit the ground. well, i have no idea why i remember this from mr lai. and that's the only thing i remember him saying. lol. maybe because the other stuff he said is not worth remembering. JUST JOKING. =P well. so maybe we SHOULD aim higher. okay. =D

baoyi, you can do it! work harder work harder gambatte!

my mood changes fast-maybe because im distracted easily. :O

你 在那裡 這些年來如意不如意
還快樂 還單純 還美麗 時光如何對你

我 在這裡 人海中一座島嶼
很平靜 風平浪靜
只除了深夜裡 回憶會瘋狂來襲

我很想你 你知道嗎
如果可以 就讓我再見你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好確定那場分離只毀了我一個而已

我很想你 聽見了嗎 woo...
這是唯一 我無解的困境
那些過去 不肯過去
不管我後來遇見多少人
只能歎息 都不是你

我 在那裡 你會不會偶爾好奇
有沒有 曾經懷疑
我說我會忘記 只是種好意
都不是你 我只想愛你

I don’t know what the sound is. All I know is that I want it to stop. It’s annoying. The continuous whirling sound makes it hard to sleep. I clenched my fists-and I feel something under my hands. It feels like something square, and it feels weird. The whirling sound wouldn’t stop-is it my alarm clock? When did my alarm clock sound like that? I couldn’t think-I just want to continue sleeping. I leaned further, and whatever I was lying on moved forward. I was startled and was jotted upright immediately. My eyes refused to open-there was light all around me. I leaned back on my chair and was stunned when my body fell slack. I straightened myself and blinked. Hard. Windows XP screen saver is bouncing on the black screen in front of me. I looked around and remembered where I was-in front of the computer. The clock says 4am. I groaned. I actually fell asleep while I was trying to do my tutorials! “I don’t think I can do tutorials anymore, I’m so tired. I don’t care if the teachers are going to kill me, I’m going to sleep.” I thought to myself. In the next moment, I’m lying in bed, satisfied and comfortable, but knowing as well that I’m going to be awake in 2 hours.

just something i thought of while doing my maths tutorial. yes, in front of the computer. lol. i was just imagining what would happen if i fell asleep there and then. well, my passage isn't very good, not like shan shan's essays(haha), but it's just something i wrote while im bored. tutorials make me bored. i admit that. lol.

will blog about events soon. =)

didn't do much in the last 3 days. i went out with my mum on friday to vivocity. well, i didn't really want to go out, but i thought i will take a breather after mugging so hard. i always thought that having the one month june holidays to study for mid-years is great. but now, i don't think so. yeah, there is a lot of time for mugging, but it just made me more stressed, especially the last week of june holidays, when everyday i wake up and i think of mugging and i just want to go back to bed but i can't. it totally sucks.

oh well. i finished a 500 jigsaw puzzle too! in 4 hours. muahahaha. it's a picture with lots of hello kitties hello kitties in it. SUPER KAWAII! =D im going to hang it in my room! what else did i do..oh ya im reading 'the host' by stephenie meyer right now. it's quite nice and the plot is very interesting.
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/thehost.html
recommended. which reminds me..i haven't finish 'the time traveler's wife' yet. darn. that day jas said she wanted to borrow 'my sister's keeper', so i went to look for it and re-read some of the parts. the last part is so touching! i cried again. i never thought the ending would be like that..haiz. sad.

okay. i slept a lot today. i slept at 1 plus last night, and woke up at 12 pm today. then in the afternoon i slept for i don't know how long. a few hours maybe. but basically i just slept a lot. it have been a long time i did that. i feel good. haha. i wish i could burn my notes. haiz. but it's still too early..lol.

oh well, gotta go. =)

exams are over. didn't really feel that burst of happiness when my chem paper(which was the last paper) was over. rather, i just feel tired because of my headache. my head was aching throughout the chem paper. plus, i was rushing through the paper because i didn't have enough time. haiz. i just want to go curl up somewhere and heal. lol..

anyways. audition and dragonica are loading SOOO LONGG. i have no idea what dragonica is, is jon goh say nice one. it looks similar to maple to me. hmm.

a bit sick of facebook. there isn't anything fun to play..lol. i have no idea why restaurant city is addictive to everyone. im not addicted to it..maybe im weird. haha. i don't find it addictive at all. haiz. that's why im so bored over here.

nevermind, i will go watch dramas. hana yori dango! japanese version the. =D